PENNYY

Happy 2010 Everybody!

i spend the first moment of 2010 at home.
watching shutter shuttle with ben.

HAHAHA.
oh well, here’s my new year resolutions for now.

1.lose the weightsSssssssssssss!
2.to get _._ for gpa. (just so you dunno)
3.HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

♥
pretty penny.

Surprise!  
i just got my bangs. heh heh.
ben laugh and laugh and laugh.
but somehow or rather, i like!
though its quite stuffy under the bangs. 

♥ 

YOZ!

it was the mia season.
due to mst week and study weeks.

oh well,
i have had great weeks.
my 18th “surprise” celebration was awesome!
though my friends were really a handfull kind,
but i’m very glad they came.

you dun need 10000 friends,
who only know you on the surface.
you only need a handfull of trustworthy friends
to stand by you and understand you. -mr bf

totally agree.
thankyou my siblings, jie2 and kor2,
who planned it way before,
but was kind of ruined by percy.
hahahaha, but it was still awesome.
thankyou mum, aunt and cousins
who helped out.
and thankyou everyone else who
made this celebration the ultimate awesome one.
lots of loves. ♥
awesomeness birthday!
my awesome bf came just before the clock struck 0000.
with awesome birthday cake he baked.
with awesome 6 pink roses. why 6? i dunno. random he said.
with awesome pink watch.
with awesome birthday song he sang.
and an awesome smile on his face.
awesome day walking about in town.
but kind of ruined by my mens cramp.
goddamnit. -.-

and, jo had lunch with me.
she skipped tutorial for me. hehehe.
i had lunch with bernie few days ago.
it was nice seeing her with cheeky red cheeks.
and bitching session. heh heh heh.

about the mia season weeks,
to sum up,

1.i went out and chill with rachel
at airport for popeye,
went for the flea market too.
and walk till cows come home. heh heh.

2. small meetup with jo on her birthday for dinner.

3. cookies baking with jo.

4. going to jb for loklok.

5. study at starbuckkkkk with mojo

6. suki sushi with jen, ch and bf.

and lastly, my poor phone is a goner.
i dropped it few days ago, HARD.
1/5 of the touchscreen function went bonkers.
its hard to navigate my ways. heh heh.

and i cant believe that we havent talk.
ohwell…

ok, thankyou everyone for the birthday greets.
and i didnt get to see marlie. wa liaooooooo.

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i think food are very powerful…
it can make me veryvery happy.
at the same time, it made me
utterly sad.

i was craving for lepok yest.
but it was haji, so the stall was close.
when i happily manage to buy it just now.
it taste like salty rock. shits.

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i love,

the sight of seeing you early in the morning.
the early breakfast meals we have had.
the warm hugs you gave.
the times when you praise me.
the listening ears of yours when i needed it so much so.
the care and concern you give
the heart-to-heart talks
the idea of us going on diet.
your understanding.
talking to you and the fact that you’re really listening to everything.
the serious look on your face when you’re doing work.
strolling down holland village and eating chicken wings with you.
eating nice food with you.
your voice when you sing.
times where you suggest to study together.
the love(S) you’re showering on me.

i dislike,

waking you up ten thousand times before you’re fully awake.
you asking me to take the chilli sause with your omg-ke-lian look.
tipping toe to hug you.
the times when you call me fattttt.
showing you the unglam moments when i teared.
the times where you cant help me in some stuff.
your smelly fart when i’m talking.
the next moment we went to buy bubble tea.
me being unreasonable.
your lame replys/comments.
the fact that the serious look only last for 5mins.
your excuses to eat up my share of chicken wing.
when you blame me for causing you to grow fat.
the part where you go out-of-tune.
me being pretty, and you cant take your eyes off me. (HAHA!)
(i don’t dislike the love you shower me)

positives and negatives,
nothing is perfect. and love is an example.
it’s how you see from your perspective.
well, i see both.
and that’s the awesomeness part.

i realise in a relationship,
you shouldn’t give in to each other everytime.
it doesn’t work for long.
communication is vital.
learn to accept each other flaws is another thing.
trust and faith must be there.
i learnt alot from you.
and there is more to come.
thank you for being there with me all along.
much loves ♥

Yours truly,
♥

“So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world
just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Dont care about all the
pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah”

Leona Lewis – Happy.

i’m in school now.
rotting.
because morning class was cancelled.
azfar didnt msg me.
i’m sad. emo.
and my next class start at 10.
i could have sleep 2 more hours.
thankyou azfar. -.-
it seems like i’m the only one who didnt receive the msg.
ok la. chill, i’m not petty like someone.
was angry for 5mins. its over.
ben is coming to school to accomp me for breakfast.
though his class start at 12.
awesome!
earlybird got worms to eat! HA. -.-

my sian face. -.-
hahahahaha, look pretty i know.
check out my pretty black nails. hehehe.

♥

i wanna get thisthisthis!
awesome right!
hehehe, it’s love at first sight.
once i saw it, i know i’ll want it!

hahaha, was blogshop-hopping.
wanna try and find some stuff for alien.
but i ended up, looking at that bracelet.
alright, another week pass.
yayyeeeee.
i’ll start to study for mst.
shall not be the one lagging behind in class.
work hard everyoneeeeeeee.

popeye tml with rach! (maybe aly too)

on a sad note,
ben’s rabbit died.
sigh…

strong and almighty.
♥

i am gonna have a hair cutcutcut!
i’m thinking of trying bangsssssss!
hahahah. i think it will look damn weird.
wat if it turns out like OMGWTH!?
nah, anyway, i’ll see.

i’ve to lose the weights man.
omg, it had all gained back.
terrible.
horrible.
omg, i’m so round-ish now la. x.x
ROARRRRRRRRR.

i miss bernie.
i have not seen her for months.
and marlie too.
oh well…
haha, random. ciaos.

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WOOTS!

i feel much better and chill now,
after all the sheddings and whines.
thankyouverymuch bennnnnn.
i’m strong!
i’ll be strong!

random,
“what will you do if you have $1000?”
save it.
“you don’t wanna buy anything for… “
nah, save it!

awesomenessss! -.-
hahahaha.
♥

i need someone to listen to my rants/whines.
i need someone to talk to me.
i need someone to cry on.

i’m getting short-tempered.
i guess that is why…

♥

tried to break the ice.
yeah, tried.
but nvm, decided to keep quiet for now.

till then.
my head is still spinning after days.
goddamnit.

♥

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

who will think/see from my point of view then…

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somehow or rather,
my life is in a mess now.

my head have been spinning for days.
and yet, today’s work and some other
stuff make it worst.
i’m near to getting heat stroke at work today.
the damn sorching sun makes me feel dizzy. x.x

anyway,
Fkshit, i think i just made things worst.
everything sounds like i’m at fault.
f, if i’m really at fault,
it will be typing my words here.
fine, i take back then.
my bad, but why the f am i totally at fault.

tired.
the worst senario i have thought of, happened.
someone, pls save me from these shits.
♥

Happy Birthday BENnnnnnnnnnnnn! ♥