PENNYY

i love,

the sight of seeing you early in the morning.
the early breakfast meals we have had.
the warm hugs you gave.
the times when you praise me.
the listening ears of yours when i needed it so much so.
the care and concern you give
the heart-to-heart talks
the idea of us going on diet.
your understanding.
talking to you and the fact that you’re really listening to everything.
the serious look on your face when you’re doing work.
strolling down holland village and eating chicken wings with you.
eating nice food with you.
your voice when you sing.
times where you suggest to study together.
the love(S) you’re showering on me.

i dislike,

waking you up ten thousand times before you’re fully awake.
you asking me to take the chilli sause with your omg-ke-lian look.
tipping toe to hug you.
the times when you call me fattttt.
showing you the unglam moments when i teared.
the times where you cant help me in some stuff.
your smelly fart when i’m talking.
the next moment we went to buy bubble tea.
me being unreasonable.
your lame replys/comments.
the fact that the serious look only last for 5mins.
your excuses to eat up my share of chicken wing.
when you blame me for causing you to grow fat.
the part where you go out-of-tune.
me being pretty, and you cant take your eyes off me. (HAHA!)
(i don’t dislike the love you shower me)

positives and negatives,
nothing is perfect. and love is an example.
it’s how you see from your perspective.
well, i see both.
and that’s the awesomeness part.

i realise in a relationship,
you shouldn’t give in to each other everytime.
it doesn’t work for long.
communication is vital.
learn to accept each other flaws is another thing.
trust and faith must be there.
i learnt alot from you.
and there is more to come.
thank you for being there with me all along.
much loves ♥

Yours truly,
♥

“So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world
just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Dont care about all the
pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah”

Leona Lewis – Happy.

i’m in school now.
rotting.
because morning class was cancelled.
azfar didnt msg me.
i’m sad. emo.
and my next class start at 10.
i could have sleep 2 more hours.
thankyou azfar. -.-
it seems like i’m the only one who didnt receive the msg.
ok la. chill, i’m not petty like someone.
was angry for 5mins. its over.
ben is coming to school to accomp me for breakfast.
though his class start at 12.
awesome!
earlybird got worms to eat! HA. -.-

my sian face. -.-
hahahahaha, look pretty i know.
check out my pretty black nails. hehehe.

♥

i wanna get thisthisthis!
awesome right!
hehehe, it’s love at first sight.
once i saw it, i know i’ll want it!

hahaha, was blogshop-hopping.
wanna try and find some stuff for alien.
but i ended up, looking at that bracelet.
alright, another week pass.
yayyeeeee.
i’ll start to study for mst.
shall not be the one lagging behind in class.
work hard everyoneeeeeeee.

popeye tml with rach! (maybe aly too)

on a sad note,
ben’s rabbit died.
sigh…

strong and almighty.
♥

i am gonna have a hair cutcutcut!
i’m thinking of trying bangsssssss!
hahahah. i think it will look damn weird.
wat if it turns out like OMGWTH!?
nah, anyway, i’ll see.

i’ve to lose the weights man.
omg, it had all gained back.
terrible.
horrible.
omg, i’m so round-ish now la. x.x
ROARRRRRRRRR.

i miss bernie.
i have not seen her for months.
and marlie too.
oh well…
haha, random. ciaos.

♥

WOOTS!

i feel much better and chill now,
after all the sheddings and whines.
thankyouverymuch bennnnnn.
i’m strong!
i’ll be strong!

random,
“what will you do if you have $1000?”
save it.
“you don’t wanna buy anything for… “
nah, save it!

awesomenessss! -.-
hahahaha.
♥

i need someone to listen to my rants/whines.
i need someone to talk to me.
i need someone to cry on.

i’m getting short-tempered.
i guess that is why…

♥

tried to break the ice.
yeah, tried.
but nvm, decided to keep quiet for now.

till then.
my head is still spinning after days.
goddamnit.

♥

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

who will think/see from my point of view then…

♥

somehow or rather,
my life is in a mess now.

my head have been spinning for days.
and yet, today’s work and some other
stuff make it worst.
i’m near to getting heat stroke at work today.
the damn sorching sun makes me feel dizzy. x.x

anyway,
Fkshit, i think i just made things worst.
everything sounds like i’m at fault.
f, if i’m really at fault,
it will be typing my words here.
fine, i take back then.
my bad, but why the f am i totally at fault.

tired.
the worst senario i have thought of, happened.
someone, pls save me from these shits.
♥

Happy Birthday BENnnnnnnnnnnnn! ♥

heh heh, teeusssiioon later.
i cant wait for this week to end.
haha, cos ben’s not goona work le.
yayeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i wanna eat snowskin mooncake.
random.

 
♥

yozzzzzz.

a good weekend with ben.
heh heh, went prawning with him
and his uncle. i likeee.
its a tie ben! 14-14.
oh well, actually is 14-13, but i let u
have a tie with me. i’m good right.
muhahaha.

went to cousin’s wed on sun.
blissful and prettyyyy bride.
somehow, felt pretty left out.
anyhow, i’ve got siblings’ company.

and a new theme for my wordpress.
green and small and neat and pretttyyyy.
i miss my clique.
where’s the ride nizam? i’m waiting.

i hope my down-on-luck stopped yesterday.
let today be a good day ahead.
i’m pretty nervous and scare now.

i’m feeling all so random.
i havent thought of what gems mod to take.
french? german? backpacking?
anyway, a few peekkttuurreess.

você, meu amor.

♥

my luck has been down.
it has been the 6th day.

and so, you know,
my results arent what up to expectation.
was pretty upset.

but,
the strong almighty pretty penny,
will work hard for the next sem.

for now,
i’ve to think of ways to settle my meals
for the next sem. x.x

Happy birthday dearest gladys.
i miss maddies.
♥

yeah, you read it right.
hapless.

i’ve been going through a series of
unlucky days with shit things happening.
it’s been the third day.
i praypraypray my results is the turn over
for this hapless-period.
argh.

oh well,
i believe things will go on smoothly.
at least in near future. heh.
lights off. ciaos.

now take my hand,
and we will run away.
♥